Dear Diary (Christmas Wish)

So it's Christmas.

And it's been a pretty rocky year. I have, however, decided that this year I am starting a new Christmas tradition for myself. I am going to write down my Christmas wish and put in away in a box. Then all year I will work towards making that wish come true. Next year, I will open that box and see what it says and if I accomplished it. If I did, I will buy myself a nice Christmas present. If I didn't, no present. I think it's a damn fine way to set a yearly goal :)

Other than that, things have been hard for me around here. DF is becoming increasingly verbally abusive and I can't stand it anymore. The arguments, the threats, the accusations. It is all taking its toll on me and I am starting to lose my identity again. I don't much like that feeling. I have to do something to change it. It's a slow process but hopefully I can be strong enough to bend when the wind blows and go my own way once it stops.

Happy holidays to all of my readers. I vow to write more in the coming year.

Merry Christmas!